Bullying harms both the victim and the perpetrators.

Decorative-Line-Gold-PNG-ImageBeing a victim of bullying as a child increases the risk of psychosis in adulthood. This applies not only to the victim but also to the perpetrators, as a study found. Bullying is something terrible and goes straight to the heart.

 

organs-actual-heartWhen I was about 13 years old, I went through a hard and intense time. I was bullied. It was the transition from primary school to high school, which naturally brought many changes. Due to an infection that forced me to spend three weeks in a hospital, my entry into school was delayed. It was already difficult enough to catch up the learning material. The teacher made very high demands, and so there were so many homework assignments every day that I, as a slow student, simply couldn’t handle it. There was a lot of pressure in the class. Since it was evident that everything was too much for me, I became briefly said, for some pupils the outlet for their own excessive stress.

Being put under pressure by the teacher and bullied by my classmates led to suicidal thoughts for the first time in my life. Things began to take a different direction when I expressed this by showing my mother a rope and stating that I would hang myself. After a painful time and much to and fro I was allowed to attend another school. I slowly started to fit in well with the new class. The suicidal thoughts, however, remained for a long time, well over ten years. Yes, and I experienced several psychotic episodes in adulthood. Before I heard about the study mentioned in the link, it never occurred to me that there might be a connection with bullying.

 

Childhood Bullying Ups Risk of Psychosis as Adult

 

In fact, I think that this cannot be blamed for my mental illness alone. But I recognize it as one of the causes. That is why I would like to raise awareness of this issue. It took me a long time to forgive those who harassed me or contributed to the situation. Since I forgave, I was able to let go of the suppressed anger, and the healing process continues.

Let me know!

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s